Friday, February 27, 2009
Just cause I messed up your plans a little (but I made suggestions), you being nice to everyone but snap at me. Yet when everyone snaps at you, I'm so nice to you. I really didn't know you had plans. You say you're trying to bring things together. Careful. Cause you raised no fool. I don't bear with anyone's rubbish when I don't get anything out from it.
To think that I felt sad when you were down just makes me cringe. Makes me feel all fake and plastic. This is what family does to you, it bites you from behind when you least expect it.
Family. Ha. It has to be the joke of the century.
Jer it's really time you start being indepedent. The only one you can rely on is Jesus, everyone else will just fail you.
Sorry God, but I've had enough.